My dad is so narcissistic he thinks anything that's not him is bad or fake or wasteful?

he think he's a perfect specimen of human form, he don't recognize or appreciate anything that's not him, if i got influenced by other than him he seem to hate me more and ultimately abandon me through life, now that im saying it, it looks like he's playing god. he's not a religious type even though he wear religious style and do religious rituals, he don't believe in purity and idealism, in fact he discriminate them and make fun of it. and he don't mind doing sinful things as long as he didn't think it's sinful although he don't know much about sin and often thinks ordinary stuff as sin, and he seems never listen to warnings of any of his family members. and he likes to fake his expression, example he seems to giving a nod that he understood of your explanation about something, but if you ask him again about it he don't remember any of it, or only remember random words that don't make any sense. sometimes when he cant take my argument he brag about his father role. that so weak and very unthoughtful of him. and sometimes he question my feelings for him, and i said i only care for him as much as he cares for me.